I think I'm back where i was a decade ago
I'm contemplating ending my life by hanging
But they say that it can get ugly and messy
I don't want to leave a mess behifor people to clean up
I don't want rhat.
I don't want ro leave a burden behind
I'm contemplating going hiking and jumping off a cliff
Where no one will find me until only bones are left of me
Is that a painful way to go
But the moment my head hits the srones I don't think I will feel anything aa I'd probably be gone then
I can try the silver jewelry cleaner liquid
I've read a few people succeeded taking theirblife drinking it
The say it has cyanide or some kind of poisoning
It was banned one time from jewelry stores here but now they sell it again they just sell 1 per person now
But how do they even know how many I buy if I buy 1 per store
I read 1 is enough to take one's life
Maybe that's the best choice I have
I'm so tired
