I don't know how to say this , it sounds crazy and weird but can't share it with anyone in real. So one day I was sad and stressed due to a problem. And I was trying to relax myself while walking on roof. It was around 8-9 pm.
And thought to destress myself by masturbating (still regret it). I took that decision out of sadness and unstable mind. Then I went 2-3 stairs down from roof and did it. And after that I felt horribly bad about that. And a thought came to my mind that what if there is some kind of spirit (ghost) and that may have affected me because of my act. And since that day i don't feel aroused and don't get full erection. I am soo depressed because of this. I feel anxiety, my hands literally shakes when this situation strikes me. It's been 2 months now. It is so frustrating.
Can anyone help me please
