maladaptive daydreaming

I'm currently working as a cabin crew

I'm in training phrase

I'm clearing my exams and everything the airlines for which I'm working is

One of my dream come true airline

I worked so hard to come here

In a different country

I'm clearing my exams with good marks

But I'm just passing

I can't concentrate

I'm not in moment

I don't want to put efforts

Idk what is wrong

I'm thinking about the things which are not possible

I want me back the person I was before