I feel like I'm going down the exact path the little me always thought " OH I WOULD NEVER " I can't keep myself together
I'm losing at EVRITHIN,
Lost my dream Uni , Lost my best friend , my Uncle , my Grandpa who raised me....
....why? WHY ME? AND WHY AT THE WORST POSSIBLE TIME does this happen
JUST when I thought life couldn't get worse BOOM IT JUST DID :/
I struggle to keep up with anyone or even myself, I just wish I could and would have someone or ANYONE to talk to
I am a guy , and I might sound weak asking for help
But I , I really can't do this anymore by myself, I can't keep my head up , I've lost allllllllllllllllllllll meaning to live
I literlllllllllyyyyyyyy have nothing to continue and my own family would trade me In for a bag of rice Inna heartbeat
I'm sorry, I just CAN'T do this anymore
I just wanna leave the world soon :/
