I lost money in the stock market again! The despair is burning me up inside. I'm unforgivable! I want to slit my wrists, punish myself. You think I'm a fool who doesn't know anything about money? I have a degree in finance. I know a lot about the stock market. I've made a lot of money there. I bought and my futures went up. I could have bought a car with my winnings. Why didn't I do that? I was like a drunk, I sure believed I'd get more money... It was all calculated. И.. I lost everything and I owe the bank. I'm a fool after all. I'm paying.
I feel totally miserable now a days. I ve been doing my civil service examination from 2020 may until september I was Preparing for my examination in a way good manner but suddenly I came to know m...
I used to be a poker player when we had Friday afterparties at my previous job. Admittedly, I’m an unskilled player and have lost 4 times out of 5. The money wasn’t big, but I’ve lost my girl over ...
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I feel a little uncomfortable writing this, but I was sitting in my room for hours dealing with crippling thoughts, so I’m trying to get some relief from writing my thoughts dow...
There are moments when I feel like I can't go on. This year has been incredibly challenging for me. I gave birth to my daughter last year, and now she’s 9 months old. I know I experienced postpartu...