I’m really confused right now. I can’t really explain what I feel. I am stressing about everything; my past, present, future, family problems, financial problems, my appearance, just everything! I feel so drained. My heart feels so heavy :( I always think negative and I can’t even think positive. I really don’t know what’s happening to me anymore. When I feel sad, I just eat, smoke cigarettes, and even hurt myself sometimes. I hate my life. I feel like every people in my life fkin drains me. I want to lose weight, but I can’t. I keep eating even tho I’m full.
I am really mad abt myself. I’m mad at my parents. I’m mad at my friends. I’m mad at the people around me. I did everything to make them proud, I did anything I can just to make them proud, but it wasn’t enough, they still find some bad abt it.
I really don’t know what I’m talking abt rn, my mind’s a mess. I’m confused. I’m hurt and it keeps hurting. My heart is so heavy and I can’t even sleep. I just want to end this suffering. I’m really tired :(
