I have ADHD and I've been told that people with ADHD often struggle with compulsive behavior, which I can definitely relate to. I hate that this part of my condition holds me back from becoming the person I want to be. To combat these urges, I've had to delete my social media, quit drinking, and am currently battling a gambling addiction that is the only thing that brings me any joy.
Since the passing of my mother, things have gotten even worse. I feel lonely, as I'm an introvert and often isolate myself from others because I find it hard to deal with the emotions of those around me. I feel like I've borrowed so much money to gamble that I'm a burden to those around me, and I'm tired of having to constantly rebuild my life. I feel like I'm not worthy of a better life and that I'm a lost cause.
my mom's behavior. I'm 18 and have been having severe panic attacks for the last year and a half. that's what my psychologist said. I don’t think so myself, because maybe it’s something else. The f...
As a teen i used to dream about my perfect happy college. Now when I'm actually experiencing it, it actually sucks. I've lost my father 3 years ago and my grandfather 2 years ago and my only lovabl...
i don't know if i would do it one day, but just in case i need to write about the reasons i had to leave it's here.
it's gonna be long so not forcing anyone to read it's some notes for me fir...
hello there,
i wanted to know if y'all ever faced this feeling:
you invested so much energy in a passion that helped you, but it actually also had bring you a lot of issues t...
