Here we go again....

so it’s one month into summer time for me and my very few school friends are away and my sports team friends are all i really have. The thing is they leave me out of things constantly and when the parents of my friends ask my mom is i want to come over she says no because she’s had some bad experiences with them. she’s a bit of an introvert as i am and she would rather be alone. I’ve been alone all summer and i just want to talk with some people or go over to their house and have fun. it’s hard for me to want to go to my sports team friends because when i’m with them they just don’t interact with my and i feel like i’m just invisible to them. i’ve told my mom we need to get out of there cause it’s a toxic invormment for our family but she just says no and tells me i over react. the other day we were camping and some of my sports team friends were there and when we arrived they said they were going to leave cause it was raining. but it didn’t even rain. then they al drove away from where we were and met up together at another persons house and didn’t invite us. i just want some friends who i can hang out with and feel appreciated by because i’m my sports team i don’t feel that. if anyone wants to talk i’m down